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[30 Jul 2005|09:58pm] GET DOWN preorders MC001 – Get Down - Second 7". Five songs of DC styled hardcore with Swiz-like overtones from this group that features American Nightmare, Panic and In My Eyes members. This release will be limited to 500 copies and all preorders will come on colored vinyl. The test pressings are in and approved. Vinyl will be here in about 3 weeks. In other Get Down news, Anthony recently did the artwork for Betrayed's Addiction 7" on Bridge Nine records, so check that out. We love life. All US orders are $5.50ppd. Europe - $8ppd. Australia - $9ppd. Questions or Paypal to: moshcamp@gmail.com Cash or Money Order (payable to Evan OHara) 1275 Vereda Verde Sarasota FL 34232 USA Keep your ears open. We'll have news about our next release once it's official. DMC Flakes

[04 Jul 2005|02:15am] SO I HAVE A NEW LIVE JOURNAL http://www.livejournal.com/users/turn_cold/ Somewhere under water maybe you could find my heart 'Cause that's where I threw it after you had torn it out Three days ago The doctor told me, "Every skyline and every night spent alone Are tearing you apart." Maybe I should get some help Maybe I should fly out to Montana I've heard it's quite quiet way out past the electric lines Out where no one will ever know my name Oh, I've had it now I'm walking down to your house I'm banging on the door Please, please, please, Mr. Hox Won't you tell your daughter I'm all alone And I'm not handling this well You never know just what you have Until you get it yanked out of your chest Well that's it I'm walking to the water I'm standing on the bank I'm staring at my reflection Oh my god, I look pathetic tonight Well, guess what I'm diving in this river And I'm fishing out my heart And I'm never gonna let you get your hands on this again. 1 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

Get into it! [24 Jun 2005|06:51pm] http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=turn_cold DMC Flakes

Have what you may with this! [21 Jun 2005|02:46am] http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=turn_cold DMC Flakes

I really do wonder what it feels like to not care. [19 Jun 2005|08:29pm] [ music | Cro-Mags ] This is most likely my last post in here. It is going no were fast, no one seems to show a care in what i do or say. I guess its time for me to walk the walk ann get out. 4 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

[19 Jun 2005|12:41pm] [ mood | fuck it ] [ music | Holding On ] This weekend has actually met my expectations of good times. Rode up wit will to the Champion/Nervous Breakdown show in orlando. The show was a show, nothing special. Champion is great every time. I got to get ill with most of my closest friends. Drank at some bar wit Ben. Saw pretty much everyone i always do. Then after words we went to Dangers house to grill some fucking Grub. Liz and Will cooked some bitchin ass steaks wit grilled peepers and onions wit some like asparagus soaked in balsamic vinger then chilled which was fucking awesome. Danger grilled a grouper wit some salsa on it haha. Then we just hung the fuck out watchin The Passion of Christ on mute blasting Integrity. Got on the road around 2 or something left pretty early, only to get stuck in the worst traffic jams of my life me and lemus were seriously about to freak the fuck out. Seriously most agonizing I4 trip of my life. I then proceeded to shower when i got home un-pack my bag cause i ended up not needing it. By the time i showered cleaned up watched a little boob tube it was time to run errands like pay bills, grub again, get yelled at and get a new cellphone. Then i was on the road. Hell of a fucking tailgate hangout in clearwater, so many fucking friends. Beers/Teas were had. KLU got jocked and i loved every min. of it. Seriously some of my most fav kids in the world. Saw so many fucking friends new and old from So Fla. Fuck i keep getting asked to tour but man fuck. I wanna so bad. I dunno Champion was awesome again, always so energetic and greatful. Sometimes i dont care for the speeches, but hey its a right to put a voice in your beliefs. I got a little sad when the venue was as packed as that and serioulsy out of what maybe 200 kids only 20-30 fucks were singing along to Minor Threats "In My Eyes". It killed me. I saw so many fucking tools at this show, seriously, jockers, jokers, some serious fucking cats that had no right being there. It was fucking awesome and rad and odd seeing spillz there. Sam i dont know what went on but fuck man that sucks. Donald not fucking throwing beef down in anyway cause you know im chill, but man you are seriously are starting to fucking get to way out of control. Its bring me fucking down, that seriously every time i have seen you are starting shit, literally bro or so incoherent and creating a scene. Its seriously turning into a fucking bummer. All you do is get rowdy and try to start fights man. Yea yea don everyone knows your hard and have grown up, but man. Lifes not that fucking hard all the time that you got to have that mentality in every fucking party or social situation. Just me saying whats up son. Not beefing you know me. Let shit chill kid!.........Anyways the show ended and we hung the fuck out had cookie fights, cold suds, story times of the past, then out to grub. Went to some place called the Broken Egg, seriously all grubbed the fuck out. There is nothing greater then sitting at a fucking table about 30 kids around, just laughing, being mature, telling stories seriously realizing that these might be the best days of our lives and knowing it. Just stories of sitcoms growing up, Nasty food stories, Summer time legends. By the time we bailed it was to late to buy beer for where we were so me and my friend Jordan had to drive over some long ass bridge that took us an hour to go buy alcohol. Got back to meet all the cats at a hot tub on the beach. Which looked ill as fuck with the harvest moon out. We just chilled maxin' & relaxin'. Had to dilute the issues wit massive quanities of sparks and malt liqour. Its always funny to see friends always seem to go through the "exact" same things at the same times. Well shit got funny and hung the fuck out. Got on the road around 5am and now im home thinking ill go to Talli tonight. Naw nvm ill just lay low and do laundry, i got a long week ahead of me. I know its fucked up but i had to try and save this pic, god i love my friends(i look like i have the biggest gut in the world) Jordan i fucking love you son! I can't take this anymore. Cause when it rains, it fucking pours. One thing just builds up on the last. It's a matter of time before I fucking snap. The only thing that keeps me going is the thought that tomorrow is a new day. But the months have passed and not a fucking thing has changed. I keep it back, hold it all inside. Cause bitching about things won't change my life. The stress and pressure never leave my mind. Since no one cares the only thing that keeps me going is the thought that tomorrow is a new day. But the months have passed and not a fucking thing has changed. It's so hard to think that tomorrow will be different than today. I've been saying that for so long and nothing's ever fucking changed for me. No! I can run all I want but I can never escape. It builds until I fucking break. Finding a way to take my mind off this is just as hard as finding someone to listen. Fuck you! Fuck all this! I can't take this anymore. 12 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

[19 Jun 2005|04:55am] And if a double-decker bus Crashes into us To die by your side Is such a heavenly way to die And if a ten-ton truck Kills the both of us To die by your side Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine Oh, There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out 5 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

[17 Jun 2005|12:16pm] I dont know how long ill be gone but i got a cash roll in my pocket, my tour bag packed wit a weeks worth of clothes, my ipod, a new book, a bottle, and the cro-mags!!!!!! I might be gone 2 days maybe a week and i might have a cell phone before i go on the road....so! Orlando whats good tonight! 7 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

[15 Jun 2005|06:39pm] All you hippies better start to face reality. all your far fetched dreams of anarchy. better start to see things the way they are, cause the way things are going they won't be goin' far. world peace can't be done. it just can't exist. world peace can't be done. anarchy's a mess. things are gettin hectic. it's all gonna end. you don't know what's waitin' up around the bend. open your eyes. perhaps you'll realize. if AIDS don't get ya then the warheads will. world peace can't be done. world peace. it just can't exist. 3 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

Blaw Blaw Blaw [14 Jun 2005|01:54pm] I got off of work fucking early today and no ones down to hang i havent heard from Liz so i dont know whats shes up to! Havent gotten ahold of Nectatz in some time. Evs is mad at me i think for threaten his girlfriend while i was wasted. Nic lives in Hickville. Fat Derrick is MIA. Derrick Nightmare is being a bitch. Dobbie, Tara, VD are sucessfully working. My Orlando friends well there in orlando and i really dont feel like driving 2 1/2 hours right now. Maybe ill scope Lemus or some of my Tampa crew thats not that bad of a drive. Id really like to chill wit Liz right now or fuck maybe i could convice a scumbag to come into town from up north. Im BORED. Hopewell???? Everyone im losing my mind. Shit you know what ill just go and see if i can get a front on some new work on my sleeve or wait naw ima get a 12er and sleigh the beach solo as fuck! Outs, Lates, Luvs! DMC 2 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

Modified [13 Jun 2005|09:15pm] 01. Write something you like about me. 02. Tell me what song/movie/icon reminds you of me. 03. If you were to apply an o'clock to me, it would be... 04. Try to name a single word that best describes me. 05. Tell me the most memorable moment you've had with me. 06. Tell me what animal I remind you of. 07. Then tell me something that you've always wondered about me. 8 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

[13 Jun 2005|08:26pm] So theres not much going on in my life as of lately! Im living a better life now! Im living it best with out these burdens that have draged me down in the past, im living it better without most of you in it! I got my goals set down and my life headed straight. With or without any of you im going to progress. I havent dwelled on anything for a couple weeks now, these not giving a fuck about anyone but my own progression in this life is doing me well. The other night i was stuck in a by stander situation of how someones life can fall apart and it makes me realize how unreal and sketchy that social circle of kids are. Hook-ups, back stabs, drama shit, not caring of respecting human life and the innocances that many wish for. It sickens me to see good kids living with so many skeletons in there closets. I just wish so many could see life as i see it. To have the purity and love that i hold for whatever it may be in my life, it feels fucking golden. Try it. Find the ultimate succes and your life will slowly fall into a simpler way of happiness. Well i dunno i guess Friday ill be in O-town and Sat ill be in Clearwater and then hopefully ill catch a ride to Talli for sunday. I hope i get back by 8am on Mon. I had a talk the other day and lets just say decode this!!!! It stoped snowing in Sarasota and now the grass is green Stop letting shit control your motivation, your will to be sincere in thought. I dont see shit in anyones eyes anymore, there used to be so much compassion in caring. Now its "ehnnnnnnnnnnnn" 2 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

Making my days a little easier! [12 Jun 2005|11:08am] 12.50 an hour Deep Dish Pizza Weekends off Sleeping Beauty to my left. "I watch you sleep." 7 new records for only 25$ William Nectatz Bob Marley 10in' My Black Flag Pillow PhotoBooth Pics The final Horror Show set Fast Times at Ridgemont High Arizona Arnold Palmer tea Lizabeth Samber Getting my liscense back Thunderstorms Morrissey. Oye Esteban! Knowing who my friends are. No Pulp Orange Juice Ma and Pop Deli sandwich shops VD & L2 (restored my faith in love) Knowing my life will never be the same! New International Tattoo Art & Thrasher Magazines Habitats Mosaic, Skate Vid Thicker Than Water, Surf flick Miles Davis The luv yous in the end of the nights. The intisaption of seeing you on the street fucko! The real conversations able to be held wit Tara, Mar, and Kim. Panerea fucking breads Broccol&Chedda soup. Sex in the City nights. The freedom held in love. 10 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

[11 Jun 2005|02:29pm] There are two things in the world that last longer than time. LOVE is one of them. A diamond is forever. 5 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

Please realize this i know you know i love you! [09 Jun 2005|06:04pm] Enough to hold you to the brightest of lights, to place you dangerously close to that sun, enough to acknowledge the flaws you can't ignore and recognize the cause of what's done is done, more than enough to put my name behind my ideals, and neglect my logic twice daily. enough to keep me looking for my lucy in the sky with gems, when I remember how you used to call me baby, enough to look in my mirror with detest for every tear you shed regardless of why you wept enough to curse any man who can't appreciate the depth of the ocean i swam till i ran out of breath. I love you, don't ever fucking question that, that's why we'll probably never get along. if I was better at finding the right words to say, I wouldn't need to write these mother fucking songs. 2 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

The smiles on the wall are waving goodbye. [06 Jun 2005|11:23pm] I dont know whats going on now. I was good it was awesome a great night. Now im here in shambles trembling in fear for the first time in life, that this might have been my last chance, that this was the best i had. I spent the past day flipping through my picture post saying wow life is never gonna be like this again. The youth is spreading thin. The days are wearing down. Life is getting real! What if i never do let my heart love like it did then. What if i never smile in the sense of purity. The life is dulling out and the years are growing so fucking fast. My youth is gone but my heart is still fucking right here. Yet im still left in fear of being found empty inside covered in cobwebs and all alone for the rest of my time. 3 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

MY LIFE AS I KNOW IT....THANKYOU!!!!!!! [05 Jun 2005|11:36pm] [ music | The Warriors ] ( The most amazing week of my life sweet memories! ) It's been forever since i have updated, lets see where to start um got my liscense taken away the other day for speeding when i had two unpaid tickets that i forgot to pay wich suspended my liscense. So i went into 800 dollars worth of debt in one night. Had to walk home in the pouring rain with melting bags of grocries to cook my baby a awesome dinner, while i got ingulfed in a wave of a puddle by a speeding van got home to a empty house and wasted night. Woke up went to Nervous Breakdown/Blacklisted wit Jamie, Derrick Nightmare, Lemus, Fat Derrick got fucking plowed all the way up partied wit so many old frienhs and had a amazing fucking time "SILENCE IS GOLDEN"! Came home to Pick up Liz made a amazing fucking shrimp dinner and salad! Slept great for once on a normal bed! Im so fucking happy that things are going good for me and her. I never want to loose site in you Liz! You seriously are my breath i need you to live! Then i was awwoken to good news from my brother in law that he has a job for me. Im training to install A/C units starting at 12.50 an hour, MON-FRI. and in 6 months i get my own work van and a pay increase to 17.50 and hour. The first time in my life i have a real job, its kind of scary this type of job is a fucking carrer this is most likely gonna be what i do the rest of my life. Its hot work but its alright. SAT was my birthday party i turned fucking 23!!! It was awesome everyone i call friends showed up minus a handfull out on tour or out of town working. I thank everyone that came all the Tampa/Seminole, Orlando, & SRQ kids that came. Liz thank you so much for the Marley record and i truly love the shirt but we need to figure how to get another size thank you i love you! Mar thank you for The 7in and the Black Flag pillow is simply amazing!!!! Will came through wit a ill as bean-town hat! Evan and Blair thanks for the keg! Jamie and Jonelle thank you for the cards. Morgan and Chris thank you for the cookies. VD thank you for the Tour is Hell DVD, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Vince thanks for the Rave cd. The party was bump and wet as fuck! Liz thank you for putting up wit my friends and myself i love you. We woke i got everyone Mcdonalds. They cleaned my entire house for me! We went to the beach for so good times. Ben and myself tried to have a jerk off competion in the ocean but it was working, the sea would not take are oysters, now for some reason my dick is raw as fuck from salt water friction. HAHHAHA. We came home cleaned ourselves. Went to a great dinner at the Phillipi Creek Oyster Bar. Then all my friends departed to there hometown. I went to do laundry cause it was covered in my baby girls puke and party!!!!! Now im here about to go to sleep at Midnight for the first time in like 6 months. You know why kid, cause IM A FUCKING GROWN ASS MAN! 11 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

[31 May 2005|11:47am] the night is quiet again without the beating of your heart. our time together meant so much to me. dont think i'm saying i dont miss you, its just hard to miss what you've never truly known: a kiss, a soft embrace but nothing more. the things i've always known but never asked, you question every single day. i dont envy you, you'll never know what its like to believe in anything. you feel the need to hide behind those telling eyes. i'm not afraid to show i care. these tears dont mean that i'm weak. when i wear my heart on my sleeve at least i know its there. but you never opened yourself up. you never lived your fucking life. too afraid of everything, you missed it all. at least i can say i dont regret you. 2 Bowls Of DMC Flakes

[29 May 2005|11:49pm] [ music | Cage ] Remember how good things use to be Remember how good everything use to be It used to just be so good It used to just be me and this girl, yeah right, right! Sitting in my room with a razor blade thinking on my days are played as much as my single needs to fade away shoot my self in the arm and start bleeding dont wanna go yet,stick a straw in my wound an taste my heart beating fucking bitch left me and i aint even peeped yet fuck all that noise a play poy the sleeps wet smoke a bundle till the face lace my brain and neurons calving on my donwfall and on my fucking forearm cage snap out of it,it's just a girl,it's just the world it's just a life,it's just a rusty gamble knife wedged between my ribs scrating my heart up tonight im gonna pull this shit off in front of all my friends when swimming under the brooklyn bridge trynna catch the benz didnt swim deep enough my head enblowded ten percent floated to the surface,the paramedics like whats this stench? (I want everbody to back up,he's still alive) Im a suicidal failure,look my life's a failure becuase my birth's an error do what I can to catch a quick death but I meant to be here and thats a fuckin hell i live with Took the phone off the hook, and multi-colored pills watch the downward absolute,started writing out my will give my dawg bootlegs pearced-two in DC so my girl who left me when she said,'pick me in pcp' since i love to smoke I thought it was a joke tried to hang myself and I fell free from the rope broke both my arms,my neck smashed my themar got up somehow and lived in front of a beamer cracked my ribcage, look what you did, your dying but im not dead yet im still trying cut my wrist and walked past some crips bleeding red in hopes that I get shot in the fucking head I drinked a bottle of jacks, lift three bottles of kitty in the middle of the freeway walking to the city so much pcp I changed my name to watermouth pumpin acid ace i walked into a jewish slaughter house throw myself on the hook, now thats the chorus got split from my neck to my dick, now thats what poor is hallow man look at all my dangling parts dropping to the gutter with a piece of you in my heart little piece of shit that I couldnt fling from my chest should of stayed alot long enough to kill the faggot with but right now, my skin is getting stripped off each one of my limbs is ripped off covered in thick sauce my head hits the convale an im thinkin a brail of cent im wacthing a movie alone's alone and your sucking somebodys dick six seconds left when i die im gonna find her on some poker dice shit,while my face goes through the grinder DMC Flakes

Will someone [29 May 2005|02:23pm] [ music | This Is Hell ] Buy a new pair of authentic Black Vans. Buy a new fitted hat Boston plain or LA! Hook it up with cash for tattoos!!! To finish my Jason half sleeve or to start my Viva Hate graffiti stomach piece! Or help me get to posi numbers. (I know im greedy) DMC Flakes

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